The Ilokana Way of Adulting

These are some of the things I learned over the past two years working and living in the city life alone.

These are things that I thought would be very important to take note if you’re living independently. Especially if you’re a woman.

Well, you don’t have to only take note, you have to understand and know that maybe sooner or later, you’ll have the same struggles and encounters as mine.

If you’re an independent woman and already working, whether you’re from the Ilocandia or not, these are things you might be able to correlate to.

You may laugh, you may smile, and you may raise your hand if you’re guilty finding yourself in the same situation. You’re free to tell me things you have in your minds as well so I could also learn my lessons!

So since I’ve got a lot in my list, I want to share them to you, right here in my blog, written like a market list. Enjoy, Mi cara mia!

1. You become sophisticated. AND.THAT.IS.INEVITABLE.

The moment you realize you’re on your own feet, you get more strict to yourself. More cynical. And better in decision-making.

2. You grow into a more mature individual than what you and others expect of you.

3. You become more bossy. If you have a boyfriend, this might be a problem but you can sure fix it if he is so into you that he will be willing to talk about almost everything.

4. You become more  curious and adventurous at the same time that you try to spend a lot of time wanderlusting. You have your own money and time, and there's nothing wrong with doing something that makes you happy from it.Your soul demands its own time as well.

5. You become an enthusiast of all fields of study and profession. From business, cooking, literature, engineering, architecture, aeronautics, to medicine. Because you will want a piece of everything so that as you grow old, you can tell a single thing or two about anything under the sun to your future child. And if you give yourself time to explore enough, you'll bring the good news home.

6. You get more judgments behind you. You won’t care anyway.

7. You become more cynical (as I mentioned earlier). Not only with love (if you’re single), but with all the people around you. DOUBTFUL.PRESSURED.PARANOID. Yes, adulthood strikes you now.

8. You become more open to saying what you think and feel; sharing what you have is sharing a piece of you. And you know the right people to share it to.

9. You worked eight full hours and you feel as if the whole world is on you.

10. You have to go to the massage center every month at least. Believe me. This is a need. Make-up and facial treatments should be secondary.

11. You feel like you’re bloated every single time you eat. You might be under pressure because you read all those articles that as you age, there’s a high possibility that your metabolism goes slower and SLOWER. Working the stress out helps a lot though.

12. Yes, you might love your job, the environment in your company, but being tired is a part of it as well. Remember, it’s better to feel tired after doing a lot than feeling tired still after doing nothing.

13. All the #adulting responsibilities are on you.

If you are independent as early as nineteen, you’re perceived as the breadwinner or ‘panganay’ (first child). Me, not really, but I support them of course when they need my hand.

14. You want to study more. Because you feel like your entire college life was just a part of your responsibility that you needed to complete and you took a course of study which you believed would take you to your dream job. But sometimes, it’s not always the case.

In my case, I loved what I took. But there are times that I want to do something to add up to my profile and could build my career opportunities better. More skills more chances of winning!

Personally, I chose to study Communication Arts because I loved talking and acting in front of the camera. But as I applied for the biggest broadcasting companies in the country and auditioned to numerous talent agencies, I realized, dream demands a lot of sacrifice, time, and money. It’s expensive, but it’s going to be worth it in the end.

15. Your choice of clothes have changed. You  might have laughed at what facebook throws at you when the “this was your photo four years ago” appears in your timeline.

16. And when you’re looking back at your dreams back in college, they seemed simple. And that they will happen simply. Or that you have to be lucky first to get there. Now, you even want to try doing something that’s out of your league. I tried drum lessons as I wanted to be in a band, it didn’t work. I wanted to learn a different language, mi amor, it’s expensive. And you’ll have agonies if it will result to good ending or not. I am thinking of being a pastry chef, but I don’t really cook. But I do well know, it takes action to take yourself to your imagination.

DREAMING IS PLANNING.

What I mean is, there will be a lot in your mind. They say millenials are ‘masiyadong atat’ (hurrying things too much). But it’s how you should work on your dreams. Once you find it, chase it. Keep chasing until you get them.

Don’t wait until such time that you feel like your choices were wrong. Go for the what is, not what ifs. No choice or decision is wrong. You’ll know what’s best for yourself. And trying should not be an option, it’ a must. You can go to your current job, but don’t stop pursuing your passion and your dreams. The spotlight is just around the corner. Go chase it!

17. Don’t be envious with those who already reached their goals or dreams at early age. Think like this instead, if you already reached your dreams early, what are you going to do with your life now in the next few years? Live the same exact life without any challenges or journeys? I bet you’ll be bored. I mean, it’s okay that you go through the rocks and mountains and slides.

Because it will be worth it the moment you are at the summit of your dreams already. You want to write? Then write poems, articles, start your novel, submit them to publishing firms. You want to act? Then audition whenever given the chance. You want to become an artist? Then don’t get tired or demotivated creating your craft. Build your portfolio silently and make the loudest noise once you have it all.

18. You’ll realize, all of the people strive for the same great things. Money AND fame. It can be money OR fame. The dream to work as if you’re not working and building an empire of your own with your pinky fingers. But it’s not that easy. Again, dreams are never cheap. Should never be cheap.

19. There will be times while working that you wish you were just a child of the queen and king. That you were born with a silverspoon. For me, I wish I had celebrity or royal parents. But those are wishful thinking and mindless dreaming part of us. It’s natural. And at the end of the day, being satisfied of what and who we have is the most important thing.

20. There are times you are thankful for your life, and there are times that you curse. I wish you’ll be more of the thankful type. LOL.

21. We tend to talk about a lot of mundane mutations. But does not apply to our own lives sometimes.

22. You may feel inspired the other day then depressed the next day. Yea, I get it. Get your earphones and listen to music or grab your laptop and enjoy a movie yourself. Make yourself busy and motivated!

23. It won’t hurt to keep a journal. It helps us feel alive and more worth it.

I keep track of things I do during weekends and weekdays. As I read them back, I realized that my life is simply fantastic and pretty busy!

24. Never look down at yourself. Not even at other people.

25. Choose who you are with. Quantity vs. Quality.

26. You always tell yourself to go out and have fun. And end up lying in bed because suddenly you don’t feel like it.

27. You'll try to maximize and give a second look to the benefits you're getting from you employer. Is your work being compensated enough? Is it being recognized? Are you happy doing your job? These are some of the questions that normally come into our minds.

If you're a woman, you always TRY TO CONNECT THE DOTS IN EVERYTHING YOU DO.

28. You will also try to think about your savings. If you're really saving enough and what is it thay you're really saving for?

Actually, this is about you trying to outline your future. Every. Single.Freaking.Time.

When to settle down. Who and what type of guy to settle down with. When to have kids. When to put up a house. When to invest.

Thisnis the time for olanning and realuzing your dreams, girls.

29. You will try to do all the things you think you haven't. I hope those activities will help you know yourself more though and make you grow more.

Me, I just travel, socialize, not forgetting to make myself happy as I choose to be one.

We could be broken by our choices, so why not make smart choices and keep them safe?

But the thing is, you get to enjoy yourself, ONLY when you’re satisfied. It’s happiness when you get to like what you do. It’s freedom when you love what you have and do. And that’s all that’s there is. If you think you have to experience a lot first before you pass out, make sure that you’re experiencing life and stay human and humane, the luxury should come second. Live your kindness and being real a legend.

Thank you, for dropping by! Don't forget to keep chasing dreams!

Check my INSTAGRAM @chasingmeagan for an adventurous trip with me!

Just Before I turn 22

YOU ARE INVITED!

Just Before I turn 22

Just before I turn 22. Just before you get older that you think highly of your priorities and where you want to go and what you want to do in your entire life. The passion which you think keeps you alive. Just before I turn 22 that I think highly of where I should focus and where I should start.

I have a bucket list: Just as any young person would.

I want to go to a bar alone, chill out without the intention of meeting someone. I always tell my friends I am not into dating at this time. That’s after two consecutive heartbreaks. I see this bar in front of my room’s balcony and I see the people spending their night with some bottles of beer and tacos and enchiladas. And it would be sad to be sitting there alone smoking and drinking. But I’ve learned how to manage being alone. There’s a difference between wanting to just be alone and being lonely.

I want to start cooking certain recipes fo breakfast, lunch, and dinner. And then level up to baking and making indulging pastry products. It’s because of this Table For Two book by my all time favorite author, Nora Roberts.

I want to be going out of town someday with this in mind: “No one would hell care what my purpose is and no one knows who I am.” And seems like I’ve been doing that since I worked.

I want to finish my self-written top three songs and play them everytime I jam. I have them already!

I want to learn how to drive a car like no other girl does.

I want to be as sexy as I can be even after eating a bunch of cookies or a bowl of ice cream. Impossible.

I want to enroll in a spanish class because I just want to. Well I have y own app in my phone (wink). LOL.

I want to get my writings published and get paid by doing it. Actually, earning an audience is my goal at this time.

I want to put up a business with a person who really holds to a decision.

In a short time, I want to buy my own space and put up my own place.

One thing I can keep as a promise though, I won’t stop celebrating my life my wonderful parents gave me. That’s the most vivid picture in my mind right now. They've let me become independent. And now I’m making my own decisions.

Sometimes, being too artistic means wanting to know and try everything. As a writer with passion, a singer with character, and a learner by heart, I honestly do not know where I will be. I’ve finished a degree in communication arts. To me, entering the media world sucks. I don’t know anyone and I just have to click ever ‘apply’ button in a job finder website and no one responds to it. I want to know which this leads me to.

The line I won’t ever forget from an employer  from a broadcasting industry was, “you’re just nineteen, how can you cope wih the reporters and field works here.” Really, how can one get an experience if you don’t let them try?

Royale Club 2017

Royale Club 2018

And by the way, I began writing this in front of an infinite pool, mid year. I was also here last year, with nothing in mind but being in love. Can I ask some favor? Will you read this while imagining my voice saying it to you in a poetic manner? Thanks! If you haven’t heard me speak, you can privately message me on facebook @meaganmangoma.

I realized the heat now is more tolerable than the last time I came here. The shower was even hotter. But now, it's more tolerable. I even got to enjoy the heat. And accepted the fact that we're in Laguna, place for numerous hot spring venues with a nature view. And then I came to understand that growing older and growing up at the same time means being able to tolerate what appeared to be very tough and hard before. You learn to manage everything more at your own convenience. I’ve learned how to say no. I’ve learned how to talk back without sounding stubborn.

After the team building, as usual, I went back to work, I haven't had any gym sessions after that because it was so rainy and I had to think more of getting to the office without getting wet from the storm. But my body seriously yearns for pain, so on the seventh day, I did a 40-minute house workout instead. LOL.

At 21, I had to understand that not everything can be done at the same time. Considering the time to be spent, the money that could be wasted and that could be managed. I was thinking everytime I wake up, if what I am doing would really make up something for my future.

When I was in college, I used to dream a lot of what I am living to right now. I wished I was in a band. And I am in a band right now. Though I am not really full time into it. What I know is I want to get a little bit of everything I have been dreaming of. I wanted to learn how to drive a car, and I already got my own car under my name and I don’t even know how to drive yet! I wanted to buy anything I want and that's exactly what I am doing since I started working. From food to clothes to shoes. I pampered myself. I went to my hometown anytime I want and went home to a boyfriend who just cheated on me. I started investing on the seventh month of my work life. That’s getting a return at age thirty. An insurance. See, I am not a fan of fancy signature clothes and stuff, instead, overtime, I learned that choosing items with best quality is what should matter most. And buying one of those branded things won’t hurt for quality’s sake. And I don’t have any intention of showing off what I’ve got, in social media at least. I want to travel outside the country, and after seven months of getting my passport, I have had a scheduled flight to Thailand already for first month of 2019.

And to me, now, quality is in everything, from every person I meet and I already met and knew to clothes to shoes and bags to TIME. The most important thing, the quality of time spent. Again, as they say, it's not the number of years that you've lived that counts, it's how you lived in those existing years you've had. Living is life. And having a life doesn't always mean you've been living. Really. I’d like to think I’m promiscuous. But not the type that’s engaged in a lot of relationships but dreams and adventures. I’d say I’m an adventurous more than promiscuous.

I dreamed of having a book published, at least a compilation of my writings from blogspot.com, I realized I have to search for a very good publisher and have an access to lots of contacts first. Fulfilling our dream will actually cost us a lot. But being happy is everything we are willing to pay for. Tell me, why are all those guys going to bar, travelling, studying hard? It's for happiness. Tell me why do we invest in loving someone even if we're not sure of them? Being happy, I guess, sometimes demands for sacrifice and your time. A lot of time. And still leaves you with pain once you fail. And if failure is a choice, I will never buy that. Instead, I’d like to think everyone who are at my age to turn something bad into something good, a disadvantage to advantage, a misfortune to fortune, a negative to positive, a hatred to love. Reverse the psychology.

And I am thinking maybe that is just one ticket for us to experience a love that's sure and secure. A life that’s full of definition, challenge, and experience. A love that's found its happiness, home, and meaning. A love that does not yearn for other's love but only our love and time. So what are we really talking about when we're talking about love? Happiness, maybe.

It's every little thing that could come in between things you don't even know exist. The intensity in the emotion you have toward that person, the sacrifice you would give for that person, a dream you might give up for that person. But don't ever give your personality up for that person. Because in the first place, you should be accepted no matter who and what you are.

I also wished I had a degree in Psychology, but we don't have to have one to identify and evaluate who we should be and what we should be saying towards others, instead, I had a degree in English Studies major in Communication Arts, as I believed communication is always the key to transposing proper understanding between you and yourself, you and other people, you and the social media world, you and your fantasies, you and your dreams. You and your family. Communication will always be there. And I have to be present in every area I will ever experience, the presence of knowledge of knowing how to communicate with all the types of people there is in this world and understanding what they are, what they were, and who they really are is all that it takes, I suppose.

But I have my ultimate dreams after all. To host a travel show or to sing in front of millions of people. Question is, with everything that I'm doing, do they really help on making me achieve these ultimate dreams? 

I love singing and writing and I want to be famous. Inside me this is what I am saying. Because having a mind that's so hungry for creativity and artistry and beauty around her is sometimes cluttered for there's a lot of things that it wants. Aside from money, it wants every beautiful thing and the hardest part is everything is beautiful because being artistic is being positive with everything that you see, seeing the light in every dark place, seeing the smile in every sad face. Seeing the energy in every tired soul. That’s why I want to see the world, because I know my difference with all those other travellers. It is seeing everything that cannot be seen by the naked eye but the open mind and soul. I’m blessed I have that gift. Not eveyone has that.

 I would say I am very lucky to see the pink in blank. The positive in negative. The happiness in loneliness, the music in silence and the purpose of an empty can. To see the treasure in pleasure.

I have written something that goes like this in my 21st. And thinking how it went, in a year, there were a lot of changes and realizations. Whether it be about love, life, preferences, dreams, goals, achievements, focus and intentions. And then I realized that with everything I've said and everything that I'm doing leads me to wanting to achieve this; to be genuinely happy and financially and emotionally free. That is the dream of everybody isn't it? Whatever we are doing we are doing for the sake of being happy and contented and being able to tell ourselves, "I am doing what I love and what I want."

Drop by my instagram @chasingmeagan and facebook page @meagamangoma and greet me a Happy Birthday on my 22nd this September 29, 2018. See you all there! This serves as your invitation. Welcome to my world and be my guest!

P.S. You can freely comment what you think of this piece I made.

Love, 

Meagan

21

21 Things for a twenty one year old me and other 20-something girls out there

Here are 21 earned life hacks from the time I separated myself from home:

1. Not everything is for you, not everyone's with you. But it’s possible to have a little bit of everything, it just needs a little workout though.

2. Youthful years might fade soon, yet if you live gracefully, it’ll sure keep you hanging with the things you’ve done through your youthful years when you get older. It’s either laughing at them or crying over them.

3. You'll be having insecurities - normal, but being able to conquer these is rare and being able to get away from them is bravery.

4. Being a college graduate at nineteen while having earned a latin honor is a possibility. And I made it! At an early age, though some say a late bloomer am I, I’d still say I got alone to where I am now. And I’m enjoying life like I never had it before. It’s different of course; it’s only me now. 

I think there will be three stages of living life in terms of stages and ageing.

1.    When we were young and with our parents’ house.

2.   When we got a li’l older and we either rent an apartment, condominium or purchased a house and live to the fullest;

3.   When we become more mature and be with our own family and well, think only about family now. I might consider a fourth one, growing older with your grandchildren, picturing yourself in a couch or in a rocking chair and reading a book or listening to the radio playing music you used to play either with the person you were so in love when you were like, eighteen maybe? LOL

5. Hardship can be at the beginning or latter part.

A short explanation on this one is that no one starts big but if you think of starting big for something big already, then you should be ready for the consequences on the latter part. I mean, getting hard on the first part is hell, but in the long run, it'll be easier as you practice the do's and don'ts over time. Compared to getting all the hang of your dreams, you’ll end up being addicted to it (this is the bad part) or boosting your passion more (this is a good thing).

6. It's not always fate, it's also your choices and your faith with those choices that bring you to where you will be someday.

7. It's not what you earn that matters, it's what you save out of what you earn and how you build something out of it.

8. It's not the social media nor the people around you, it's just you baby. Adore you, be you. Now, think about social media as a channel for you to market how happy one person like you can be. Inspire, congratulate, admire, adore, ignore if beed be how people post for themselves. That’s how social media should work, I believe.

9. Never think that you're still young and that others should take care of you. At 21, knowing how to live independently should be the ultimate goal already. It is a must for a person not to think of life as a joke but a total ground where practical training is always applied. And I bet, the things that you’ll learn as you age are not from the things that you learn from school, it’s the things that you learn from yourself, other people and the things that happen around you.

10. Getting a life insurance is an option, though I now think of it as a necessity because I am looking forward to early retirement. Aside from considering it as an investment, you could turn out all that you’ve put there into a business.

11. Planning ahead is a smart choice. Yet I still am one of the millennials whose choices are vulnerable and whose decisions are easily changed, yet, the best of it is still doing something out of it.   I learned from someone that it’s not important what you went through before getting to where you want to be, what’s important is, you get to go where you actually planned.

12. Shop wisely. Dream of a car, a house, one day. Because the truth is, you're young and you've got the time to make it a point wherein you'll know more, better and be more absolute with the things you think about.

13. Having your own family is probably the cutest thing you could ever imagine. Why? Because babies are always adorable aren't they? I just don't know when they grow up. Haha!

14.These days are the most aggressive days according to most of the people I know that I'm even told by my parents to go slow and that I'm young (but I don't think I am already). LOL. Also, as much as possible, involve yourself in the big picture. The future. The fast paced industry. Deal with what's foreign to you and people that are in the same circle with you. If you belong, then you can be the big thing.

15. Just know that communication is definitely the way to explaining yourself up, your abilities and your personality. And when you're considered good at it, then you're in the market!

Second to that is dressing yourself up, matching it with confidence and style totally defines your character.

16. If you can, don't opt for 2 faces, you might get different sometimes, but don't make the change a big one. Make sure that it'll still be you.

17. While you're as young as seventeen, be a leader, be the theater producer, the theater actress, be the best actress in a lead role on an inter-college film making campus competition. Be it. Find yourself as early if possible. If not, again, always think that everyone has his/her own timeline.

18. Be the princess you've always been since you were born. You're a girl, girl. Therefore, you deserve all the beautiful things in life. And you have to make it yourself to have it personally designed, not imitated.

19. Be creative in your own way. I do write songs and do blogging, been doing these since seventeen. I don't get paid for it, I hope one time I will be, but I am contented creating and doing just like that right now.

20. Engaging in parties are absolutely not a sign that you're one of the trends. What about talking to adults and still be at pace with them even if they are talking about their kids and family? I think that would be better.

21. Be a bitch if you need be. Be knowledgeable enough, be insensitive enough of the useless talks of the crowd, be brave enough, just because, you're a young woman. Love enough (make sure to look before you fall) and be friendly enough that your presence brings real tense to everyone. And that makes you feel that your existence is important and that it’s a beautiful magic affair enjoying yourself, at 21.

 

Me on a staycation.

Me feelin' like a fairy in one of Calamian Islands

Dog lover island hopping in Coron.

P.S. check more of my pics on my IG @meaganmangoma. Thank you! 💕

How To Be Effortlessly Visibly Beautiful

Everyone’s dream seems to be related, if not always, almost related to fame and privilege.

Being visible to everyone, noticed by anyone, somehow boosts someone’s confidence.

Do you even remember the first time you dressed up like a Barbie girl or like one of the princesses in one of the fairytale books you have read?

Do you remember when you told yourself, "gosh, I'm a total hippie!" or "damsel in distress"?

When was the last time you saw a guy looking at you like you're the most beautiful girl he has ever seen? Or when did your classmates ever mentioned that you are looking beautiful and astounding?

Do you miss these times? I know everyone would. All the flattery words and motvational speeched we’ve heard have always been hee, we just have to appreciate what we’ve had and what we have now.

I am not a perfectionist, nor an expert fashion icon yet I know something about adding a fashion to your attitude. The millenial style you might say. LOL. But these might help you somehow.

First, I usually deal with lots of trends in women's society created for guys to explore their interest with girls that are, well, classy, sassy, trendy, pretty, whatever. I check it out via scoial media outlets like instagram, facebook, twitter, tumblr.com and other portals that are easily managed for exposing a person’s lifestyle and creativity.

Second, I always keep in mind that acting like a lady while still young makes you a respected person though you are not a duchess in a mansion or a daughter of a lord like, let's say in British community. I have books with the same exact theme like Anita Burgh’s ‘Azure Bowl’ and Nora Roberts’ ‘Dream Trilogy’.

The truth is, you just have to know what you really want and be the star on your own. Meaning, each one of us has a light within that we are yet to discover. Don’t be sad if you haven’t found that light yet, but one sure thing is that it’ll shine, one day, and you haven’t even thought about it.

These are not tips, not even forced propositions but if you would accept these challenges of mine to boost your confidence more, better get your nerves to where you actually want to start and act on it. Do remember that the gap between dream and you is ACTION.

Think simply of the moments when you were still a kid and your mom would wipe your tears when you cry or change your diapers in the middle of the night. Now, you transformed into a superwoman and you want to be like someone else, but the best thing to be 'someone' is to be yourself, The one who thinks independently, mature, smartly, creatively, not judgmental, kind, and optimistic.

Think of one famous person who you really look up to and that you want to become like him or her. Have you noticed that they have also gone through a lot of rejections, struggles, and stayed humble as they are now that they are on top? If you have, then you're looking up to someone who is a real inspiration, at least for you.

I'll share mine. I absolutely love Taylor Swift. She is America's sweetheart and a real influential woman today. Through her music since 16, she showed her fearlessness and her patience of waiting for her dreams to be right in front of her. Through the years, since I was thirteen, five years ago, I started listening to her music. She's a philanthropist.

 She gives everything back to people who adores her! Taylor's brilliant and passionate too as the president of the Big Machine Records, Scott Borchetta, said in an interview when Swift was still in her teenage years and trying to live her dream.

Like her, I want to explore every opportunity that is there for me. Because I love music, I went back to my compositions when I was seventeen and started playing a melody for them. See people sing to mys songs, record again and again, make albums or novels. Yet, I still don't know where to start, really.

I'm a graduating student and I would dare starting my journey now.

This is for you, if you are reading this, your attitude is very important in achieving what you really want to be. Your style should be different. You should show your charisma, your adorable face.

Be humble, think of your habit, what you love to do, your interest and then your dreams. Then start walking to your aims. Is it too big? don't worry, in your head, everything is possible. don't forget that. If it's in your head, then you're on your way. 

And to make all of those real? Start chasing what you want. Rock the world, rock with your friends, share your talent and be an ultimate rockstar! If you are, but if you're a dreamer like a business kind of life, then start on your own, growing takes time.

This is for all the young girls out there, because you are young, you feel the urge to start over easily eagerly, because we have burning passion in everything we do.

When you are into writing, still, you can hit the road to success! Start blogging, writing journals. Anything that exercises your writing abilities.

Oops, don't forget to get yourself a god coach, Everyone needs that, we may start with our parents, friends, teachers. Someone you can rely on, show your true self to. In business talks, market yourself, know everybody in the market, learn the strategies and think about all the aspects of the industry you want to enter.

And if being a rock star is your option, don't deny it, show everyone though they laugh at you, enjoy what you do. It definitely makes them sad I tell you. Seeing you in that stage, singing or speaking about something that's inspiring and important, they will feel ashamed. Again, you're standing on your feet, keep them on the ground baby.

Your friends, I mean the true ones will help you, and will look up to you. Your family on the other hand will hold you and support you wherever you might be. A lot pf people love you.

Reach out to people. don't be too timid or shy, create a beautiful mess!

The society is the key to knowing what you really want. It's defining what they want to see so you could deliver it to them in your own way without pretending.

Time is to come, over the years and the next generation, Time will never stop ticking and moving for everyone to see that the world is ready to open. The earth's core sees the spin frequency and you have to target, you have to know, when do you really want to go and push your dream to reality?

Take a pause, don't end everything just reading this, why don't you go and sit right there, think of all the possible opportunities you can have for yourself. Do it. Go for it! Think right and be the rockstar of your life!